Teddy Bears vs. Barbie Dolls

Read with Caution?

xD

Me:  Yes, I have a name. But, I’d rather not share it. 15-going-on-16 year-old girl.

Being a Teenager: I have no life. I am a straight-A student. I like swimming, running, anime, manga, music, reading, web-surfing, dogs, cats, birds, turtles, rain (but not lightning e.e), fashion, dance, and the list goes on…..
I don’t like myself at the highest level, among other things. 

Mental Profile: Probably not very accurate, because my mom doesn’t believe in mental disorders or learning disabilities. My grandma overseas takes me to the doctor when I stay with her in the summer. This is what I’ve been told, at least:

• Bipolar Type II
• Depression (I thought you could only be either Bipolar or Depressed, not both. I’m confused on this one ._.)
• Social Anxiety
• Anorexia (which I’m not anymore, most likely EDNOS)
• BDD
• Night Terrors
• Insomnia
• ADHD (I doubt this one, but it’s what I’ve been told)
• Asperger’s 

MY ED: Is my life. I first started developing it when I was seven. I didn’t want to eat, I wanted to disappear. I didn’t believe I deserved anything, food included. My mother called me “stubborn.” I reached a BMI of about 14 when I was put on an over-consumption diet, and also got a sports injury at the same time -.-’ Long story short, now overweight, no longer anorexic, but still have an ED.

SH: I self injure a lot. Have since I was about six. Typical habits are punching myself, cutting my leg/foot (only once have I cut my wrists), abusing medications, seeking out abuse, andd of course my eating disorder. ^ ^

Home life: meh.

Religion: Wicca (yeah I’m kind of hypocritical, but most religions are when it comes to hurting yourself and dealing with others)

Sexuality: Pansexual -basically means you’re attracted to everything, but you look mainly at the person’s traits before appearance. And if you fall in love with someone, you fall in love, no matter their gender/circumstances. Love is love. lol

Random fun facts I’ve been asked?

• I was born on Valentine’s day. It sucks balls: worse than just being single, bitter, alone on Valentine’s day -it’s actually your birthday. Although I suppose it’s better than having your birthday on Christmas. ^.^
• My favorite colour is black because anything can come of it. It’s the colour of ultimate possibility. 
• I am 5’5” and counting. (Or that’s what I’ve been told…)
• I am 1/2 Asian, 1/2 German. 
• I don’t know who my father is, but all the possible candidates were related so that’s how I know I’m 1/2 German, and my Grandma is actually my Grandma. >.<
• If, in the event I do kill myself, no you can not watch.
• I’m not telling you how much I weigh. Ever. 

Anything Else: I’m too lazy to write more, soooo yer gonna have to message me if you want to know anything, and if I think it belongs on this page, I will add it later.